if by "embarassing" you mean "wonderful and amazing and i may have legitimately flailed some while reading them" then yes, i am the bravest of warriors

BUT U SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT
I'M A ~SOLDIER~ GOSH

also a recommendation: if you're ever in the mood for awful read Boukan no Rebellion
i still can't get over Yaoikabe Semetarou and his majestic hands and chin